kambeng kambeng..

2011-03-25T03:15:00.002+08:00

im sorry. but i was so fucktup to hear abt it i was hoping for good things to happen in the future, tp after the situation with ur fren, it will neveer happen between us. haish. fyne. we are nothing alrights. im sorry. i love you btw. know that. k lar byee. im leaving this blog. so yeaa. good luck in anythang alrights. ermm yeap. dk wat more to say. ermm k bye love you.

2011-03-19T23:55:00.001+08:00

ehy you. kaw malas nak lyn akkuh kaan. pass me around to your friends. tkmo crk akuh lagi. akuh tak suke kena pakaai.your own friend ckp kaw mls nak lyn akuh. k lar sembarang. hesh

2011-03-17T23:44:00.001+08:00

ehy i saw your face, i saw your smile. one of the happiest thing that happen in life. i love you. wish to see you again.

2011-03-05T03:40:00.001+08:00

alaaah. asal tak update. rabaak siol youu. hahaha. and you never answer my question. ccb ar you. ahah k lar suke ati lar kk. tkle pakse kaan.ermm imysm alright. ahaha

2011-03-04T12:30:00.000+08:00

ayie kiddo tak sedap? MACAM PAAH. ahah but iknow, my voice sedaap kan, you cair kaan. hehs. anws letak shoutbox buat aper? ahaha puas hati bbl kat msn ker, twitter ker. anw facebook wat happen? hahaha. pecaaah lar lu johhn. haha. and da update per niie./ hehs. oiiii hows you and your boyfriend? hmm. da btol btol tk tawu aperh nak ckp. ahahha. seriously.

2011-03-03T12:06:00.002+08:00

oiiiiiiiii. ahaha sound nampaak. anws ok, i update. tp tak tawuu uhh if you would read this ker tak, anw if you do, akuh rindu kaw lar bodo. ahhaha. anw you and yuyu like ayie kiddo kaan, he sang with me. check it out at youtube, klaw nak. heee.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2kP4OCMrytI

anw kening last warning seii. hahaha. ermm k larr. tc of yourself aites.hehs

2011-02-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

My love. 010111. sayaang nuratiqah. hee

2011-01-19T13:42:00.001+08:00

another countdown to the new year, no date. every year. haha. i hope, both of us will not break up alrights.

2010-12-25T02:03:00.001+08:00

met you, be with you, lost you, be with you again, lost again, be with you again, den lost forever. hmm. love you soo muchhhh deh. good bye babyyyyyyyyy. no more celebrate brithday sameh sameh. muackx.

Kisah cinta kita (cover) - Nash cineh and JIbby

2010-12-15T11:32:00.000+08:00

this song is for you baby. listen to it and know this is how i feel

2010-12-09T00:39:00.002+08:00

hey blogger. im back. ermm im fucking confuse right now. i literally cry for you whenever you ignored me, talk to other people you know. i cant tell you anymore how much i care you. but still you act like theres nothing between us. cmon girl. i just want to spend time, despite your family or friends issue. whenever get to meet, i feel so happy you knw.

im back to this old fucking dusty blog because i dont trust anybody right now. seriously. kawan makan kawan, brother pown sameh. hey i had enuff of this shit. i regretted helping him to be with you, end up im the one who became the bad one. cmon girl, read this and understand. dont toy around people's heart like what somebody close to you did to me. that person pushed me awaay and regretted it. i think.

i know you wont care about me cause you got other guuys, 'abg angkat'. just remember, im the one who were there for you. up and lows baby. please. dun forget our loving month of december is too much for me throw away like garbage. i dont want to make the same old mistake with you. please convince me that we are right for each other. i rather leave my brothers than losing you. im sorry to say this brothers, i dont think nobody will read this, but seriously. im too fucking emotional right now. i love her to the max, god knows why.

now you didnt even reply me, leave me vulnerable inside. cmon, is this how you treat your loves one,ur ex ? i dont think so ehy? hehs

anyway, hairi, wal, nad, lalat, faz, atchumi, yusri, nash, najib, myra, sya, nicah, alai, firdaus, kak la, abg adi, iyqa, nurul and black. thanx for the surprise birhtday party. im really happy to find family like all of you. im fucking crying while typing now you know. there is no way i can repay backk all of your effort. happiness is making me gay inside man. and YOU, im really sorry we cant talk, but i dun want to disturb somebody who is trying to be close to you. you do know who my dear.

thanx again for everybody who came today. 8 december 2010, is one of the happiest and saddest of my life. love you all

and wal, i think you deserve your paragragh here. ermm yeaa, good luck my brother, best friend, old friend, big boss. i really do love you, i literally pray for you to not to go inside, but you know the stupid law doesnt allow that. so yeaah. good luck shawal. hehs. love yaa.

and girl, i love you the most.

2010-07-08T00:42:00.003+08:00

Forth month da smpi. hehs, i ly baby. so muchh. anw we are not going to meet so often now, she bz with school. me too. haishh, fuck this harsh world. just wish i can grab her and run away to thailand. hehs.

0803010 still lives and becoming stronger month by month. cmon everybody, sing with me

kaw bersinar menerangi kegelapan , kaw hadir menyeri kehidupanku. hehs

2010-06-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/user/MOnkeyDBeng

watch n please comment wat u really think. thnx

2010-06-24T00:07:00.002+08:00

hey. i hate my fucking laptop, i hate the fucking window 7, i hate upgrading, u hate losing my acer crystal clear webcam, i hate my voice, i hate my school, i hate my phone, i hate my fuckin life, i hate my addiction to cigarettes, i hate living, i hate revenge, i hate internet download manager, i hate msn, i hate tagged, i hate facebook. i just hope to live my life like my best fren, also my atok doh. just want to sing, and dun ever care less about anything. fuck everybody who come and go in my life. one day i will just delete off this stupid mother effing blog and banish from people's life.

2010-06-08T01:57:00.003+08:00

hey heloo. hahah im back. seriously, berhabok siol. tkdeh org nak bace lagi. hahha. anw, fucktup lar, my operaaa explorer cannot support blogger. thats why long time never post. i miss bloggiin.anw apeh lar krg, dari dulu blogger nan korang, den skrang korang tak setia nan deh. thumbler lar, apeh2 lagi. haishh. SAD. anws,today's my third month with Gabrielleza. Ily lar girl huhu. blajar btol2 utkk o lebel deh. hehs. muackx.

anw gmbr atas kiut kan. hee.

2010-04-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

love. hehs

2010-04-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

18April2010. The perfect day with Izzah. hehs, we met at 3 below her block. As usual, i was taken back every time i saw her. Took a bus to Causeway and bought earings for Kiki. Then after, ate at Banquet.Talk, laugh. huhu. Book a karoeke room from 6 to 7.After eating, went to Marsiling, bought a track pants, which i had been dying to buy. hehs, also bought a. erm.. oh yeah two landyards. One for me and the other for izzah. Sorry b klaw tak sebeberape. hee, pastu g cc. While otw, terserempak nan her family. they were on their car. I stood there like a fucker. LAWL. after singing, her mother call and were partially angry. we went back to her place and bought groceries. haha. i hate it, because there were so much green. hehs. Izzah bought popcorn and slack below her block for a couple of minutes. Then she went home.

Even though it may seem brief, but all the minutes i spent with you are the best my dear. I really love you and don't ever leave me. please.

Good nite Izzah. hee

2010-04-02T00:56:00.003+08:00

after a long time of not updating, im sure by this time nobody would even care of reading my blog. just for ezza jher kan. so yeaa. ermmm you, i btol2 nak eu share everything with me, pasal ur personal problems, your frens and most important, ur family. i shared with you everything about my life, and im just waiting for your turn. haish. ilysm b.

2010-03-24T11:41:00.004+08:00

everyone in my past, all had moved on. Im happy for you guys. seriously. Anw, crying is the sex nowadays. kept thinking abt people who went inside, people who kept clinging on to past relationships, long lost memories. People who keep on harassing other people's girlfriend, Paranoia and jealousy too plays a part in break up. Mood swings, parents not supporting relationships, your guy/girl does not show the appreciation you deserve. Disgruntled ex taking advantage of situation to win youu back. Having frenemies around you, leading a pointless life and the only thang that makes you happy are having the people who care for you, around you. Without even thinking their sincerity level of showing love to you. This is what i call insecurities.

Anw i really do miss Haikal J Black. I know you wont read this, but hey, i miss you bro. I really do envy you when you leave the 'world' im in behind. How you do it so selambe-ly. i really cant you know, even though im trying really fuckin hard.do text me bro. Da lameh tak jumpeh.

Talking about people who's inside, alep as we all know 770 nyeh budak, one freaking year and 8 months. Thats seriously is long, even a newborn baby can run by then. I really hope you doing fine and i really miss you like hell lar siaa. hehs. for boboi, 3 weeks for you man. Get a hold of yourself inside yeee. im waiting for your return.

'You'.Ur ex is my nightmare, you know that.

2010-03-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

im baccck- again.. waiting for your return lar plaak. if you reasding this, cmon be home early. im bored in singapore lar deii.

As for kid, tkmo lar pedih2 sio. haha, life is short, happy2 siket lar minaah. hahaha.

Brother2. akuh nak jumpeh krg, confem2 nyeh, lat, kaw make sure tkmo uat prangai ehy da minom. grr. tak ajak siot prangaai.. lol !

Holiday was just holiday.. you know. hahah.

So qambeng is backkkk.

yeayeaaa kababomm

2010-03-18T07:55:00.002+08:00

thats what im talking abt. we fought and she became sick. and i really do think her mother rejected my calls. The universe really do going against us ataw niie sumeh kan dugaan. lol. kental ker per haziqambeng.

B, im going off to Malaysia and patah alek Singapore tomorrow. So klaw kiteh tak sempat nak bbl kt fone,i nak mintak maaf b. Very the much. Ily and i promise wont do the things yang saketkan ati you. Im very insecure lar, macam pompan you know.

haha, ok seriously. sorry

and i love you.

kepakkepak kebombom.

2010-03-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

everytime after, we always fight. When we were far away from each other, the feeling grow like knncb.Wtf happen while im away. I really wanna know. fuck larr.
insecurities killing me girl. What happen? what happen? what happen? *senda gurauan*
haha randomm

kiwak, akuh sedih gler sia skrang. Keyra klaw kaw bace niie, stay strong yeahh friend. ehy, si dier tu tk phm per kaw in love nan brother rapat akuh, Alep ehy. ingat nameh tu btol2 dok. Kaw da janji akuh dulu tknk kacao, kaw paitao. aper nyeh laki mlayu kaw niie. Akuh tgh stress2 gini akuh sukeh bbl straight ehy bro.

anw back to my problem, i realize that i am really that ugly. Compare me and that hafiz guy, waaah so fuckin far sia the diff. You know, it's just like those time, like the universe is going against our relationship. I keep thinkin im not good enuff for you, not good-looking for you. Just a burden to your life. Like seriously, i really do feel like this. I dun care if people say i *pedih2* or some shit. Fear is taking over the love i had towards you my dear.

I feel like this because i had went through the exact same thing before. All ended up in breaking up. Many are in the list and i dun even want you to be a cautionary tale in my list. I really do want you to be my last. I know, all of this look as if im a freaking sweet talker, i admit. If you were me.. if only you were me my dear

Gabrielleza, My love.

Haziqambeng. Your love.

2010-03-15T17:10:00.003+08:00

im at freaking batam right nooww. ahha, i miss my frens. but most of all i miss eza lar seii. serious... \

fuckkkk this shit.

2010-03-13T11:10:00.002+08:00

hey.i've learn that there is still some people trying to know whats happening with my life now. haha. funny. but all for the wrong reasons. different kind, i tell you.
hahaha, funny people this days. ermm nothing much. just slack,laugh,drink,motek,cui,laugh and laugh. Explain everything in my life with the others. Oh and yea. singing.

KOSONGLAPANKOSONGTIGASATUKOSONG.

Love it.

Song

2010-03-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

2010-03-05T00:56:00.003+08:00

Right now is 1 am in the morning, and it's 5 march. Im listening to 'Khilaf' by apit. And currentlly missing Gabriellezaah. hehs. You sang for me, you made me happy when im down, tell me when im wrong. Never did you put down the fone on me, shouted vulgarities or be mean to me. Hehs.I really have the true feelings towards my dear and if you are reading this, PUBLICLY im confessing

I love youuu girl. =)

2010-02-15T01:46:00.000+08:00

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagagaaa.

ramaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaramaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ooohhhlalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

bad romance. ahhahaha

2010-02-15T00:25:00.001+08:00

ehy amcm?? gereek kannnn da contact org laen sumehh. yeayeaaaa. jgn smpi akuh da tak kesa pasal kaw siol seriously seeiiii. haha tak sukeh blg straight4ward girl. hahha, sayang mmg sayang. tp buto, ni mcm peh care akuh tak sukeh siaa. ahahah nak ckp akuh gangster internet, ckp larr.

;)

Maen blakang akuh satu benda ehy gal. ahhahaha

2010-02-13T23:46:00.001+08:00

still waiting for your text.

Happy valentine day dear.

Ilysm. SepuluhKosongSatuSepuloh.

2010-02-13T13:46:00.001+08:00

fucking had enough. Im trying to reconnecting with my former lover. Kid, if you're reading this, CALL me.

2010-02-13T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hey, blog, da lameh tak jumpeh. lol.Anw im starting to blog again because, idk too stresS? i guess. 100110 is a new date for me to mark on my calendar. I dun care if people read my blog or not, i just want to pedih2. Hmm

I love that girl, very much, but we cant communicate well. you know. We both have the same kind of attitude, but we cant get along. Like they say, similar repel? but the feelings just grow bigger day by day. We just made to the first month-sary and we argued the following day. WTF

No calls, no texts. Makes me fucking crazy, thinking all the stupid things. Putting a brave face doesnt really help you know. hahhaa. i wanna meet you, talk to you, but i, ermmm. dunno how to explain lar. Maybe it's ego? or just dun feel that you love me. You know, i really want to do anything for you. *not sweet talking*. I dun usually listen to girls either. My motto either family or brothers.

But now you came to my life, changes everything even though i dun tell you all this. I just wanna show to you dat i love you more than i love myself. Junkies =).

100110. PLease, be mine and no one can stop me from having feelings towards you. Not even you my dear.

2009-11-25T22:26:00.001+08:00

kababom. kababom. kababom. I just watched a glimpse of hari kiamat. ya allah, betol menyeramkann.

2012 is the BANGZ.

2009-11-13T08:22:00.002+08:00

im not happy. idk what to do with my fuck-ups now. For the first time im clueless. I need help from high above and people around me. Please god.

2009-11-09T19:35:00.001+08:00

Non-stop coughing. i can feel blood inside my throat. I really dun understand kenapeh budak2 sial yg slalu dpat happy life. Haishh

2009-11-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

the pictures below are my lepak friends. love them.

2009-11-05T23:23:00.001+08:00

2009-11-01T15:35:00.002+08:00

Had a great day with black smalam. Laugh and laugh non stop. I miss him yaww. Anws, the first of november is todayyy, all my love ones are goin tektonik killer. How i wish i could have gone. Remember to take picturee so akuh lei prasan sendiri tgk. hehs.

Anw have fun to those who are goin.

Moving on, masi adeh jgk org nak carik kesalahan orang laen. lanciau larrr sak prangaii. Puki tiang tol. buat bingit jehr. urghh tggu ar mase ehy. tggu krg stengah jagung kerrr takk.

new words/phrases: teton, madeteton. double g.

Double g--) Gudang garam is my life

2009-10-23T22:41:00.001+08:00

Lepak lepak lepak. weii, apeh sak freelifestyle.
tak sukeh blg lar syei. apeh nak jdk

2009-10-17T08:27:00.001+08:00

I'm so confuse right now. wth?. hmm, i should stop toying around with people's heart befor karma takes it's path. Bismillah.

2009-10-15T00:07:00.000+08:00

Thanks to kid kat for changing my blog skin. =). hehs. ermmm sorry for not updating for such a long time. lazy lar whye.. haha.k lar papeh tag .

2009-10-14T20:10:00.002+08:00

you miss your hair.i miss them too:]

2009-10-01T13:19:00.001+08:00

hey. these people are important to me okay? hehs

2009-09-27T12:51:00.000+08:00

i dunno wat to do. i love you, yes i do. very much dearie

2009-09-26T21:38:00.001+08:00

dinah hereeeeeeeee.

dinah hates haziq!

haziq's gonna kill meeeeeee.

2009-09-25T22:01:00.002+08:00

I spent my time with awak smalam. Watch the movie, 'Phobia 2'. It was very nice lar siol. the movie sums up different kind of people's phobia and make it into a movie. quite cool actually. for me at least. hmm. Then jumpeh kawan2 sumeh, den drink2 and woohoo woohoo. haha

Today, spent my day with alep and nash. g library, jdk public nuisance tros blah. ahhahaa. im my kid kat lar dol. tgh layan sedare or somethang. ahahah.

i decided, to do this move, and stay on. the first choice. and make everyone happy. so yeahh.

2009-09-25T21:56:00.002+08:00

for anybody who knows me, or even care, i've change mu number. due to losing my old phone. hmm. I dropped it inside the pond, literally dropped it inside. hahaha. HMM. so approached me if you want my number. or if you don't, then don't. hahaha, okay?

2009-09-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

dinah hereeeeeeeeeeeee! (:

haziq rockx my sockx! NOT. :D

2009-09-23T11:23:00.000+08:00

amaciam rambot rayeh? haha.

2009-09-23T11:12:00.001+08:00

selamat hari raya.. aidilfirti mulia.

ampun maaf dipinta.. mencuci herin dosa. lol.

Wansuey rayeh.

2009-09-16T00:10:00.004+08:00

brother2 akuh.

To kid- i really fall for you from head to toe. so understand this

2009-09-11T20:50:00.000+08:00

ayermakk. Pompan niie nameh KEYRA JEPONE ar. ahhaha deh prangai seriously ar mcm sial. akuh rase brother2 smeh agree ar siol. ahah deh da susakan ramai org dlm idop dehh. and org yg tlg deh bnyk pown deh tk penah sekali appreciate. org2 yg kesian kan deh, support deh kan, ahah pehgi lar korang. serious shit sakk, krg kenah lepak nan si giler tu aruh krg tawu prangai btol si giler tu. ahah serious serious. slame nii, deh tak pernah skali pown bersalah. selalu orang around deh. deh blame sumeh orang, brother2, family dehh, sedare dehh pasal gado nan matair tersayang dehh. Kechik elf, akuh peh brother. Si keyra niie tak pernahh appreciate sapeh2 pown sia. ahahha, deh salahkan akuh peh sister, fasha chineh, curik2 kwn2 deh kat skolah. ahah apeh daa, da sorang nmpk kt skola ehy girl? ahahaha.

Keyra penah skali g cekik si kid, tp tu pown akuh pown uat bodo. ahah sumeh org tk tawu. ehy keyra, kaw da tkdeh kwn kan? aru lar kaw patah alek kat 'kecohrable'. Apeh2 name lar. ahahha. apeh nyeh budak baru naek ar kaw siol. ahha deh nak fana2 nan matair kaw nan akuh kt msn nan telepown. ehy akuh gangster pown adeh care lar sial puki kaw. ahhaha. jangan marah ehy maut? kaw susakan akuh peh pompan tkpeh arr, tapi kaw kutok akuh peh name. ahahah satu ari kan,harap2 sumeh org yang pandang kaw tinggi, mcm akuh dulu, kenal ar sapeh the almighty KEYRA JEPON is. ahhaha

akuh da sot arr dok. deh steady kacang kluarkan name akuh kt blog deh. sorry ehy public klaw krg sumeh sayang sgt si gler tu. tapi sumpah sak prangai deh mcm sial. ahahah SERIOUS.

K wansuey

2009-09-07T11:42:00.000+08:00

SevenSeptember. My first month with awak. Hehs. 123 lar gler. hahah

2009-09-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

It is very hurtful. Not knowing one's true feeling for him or her. Perasaan yang lame terpendam terpakse simpan. hmm. Takpeh lar.

2009-09-04T04:52:00.000+08:00

Hey. Had a great day yesterday. With brothers all around wdls. We went to Kallang and so on. ahaha. Anyway i've got something to comment on. Ermm im not saying im perfect and all, but why people keep on harrasing the group of people they refer as to 'Mats and MInahs'. Erm like wth? krg nak kutok atas bawah, tapi diri sendiri tk tawu keburukan dorang. Im not saying out names or anything, i just wanna say that if the group of people doesnt even bother all of you degenerates, please be mature and avoid disturbing their private life. Tolong ehyyy.

2009-09-03T11:34:00.001+08:00

Last. Begitular sikap mu oh sayangg

2009-09-03T11:33:00.000+08:00

Cintamu bagai kan rembulan

2009-09-03T11:32:00.002+08:00

Ermmm just wanna flush down the previous posts. hahahaa bluekk

2009-09-03T11:32:00.001+08:00

I love i love i love

2009-09-03T11:31:00.000+08:00

I love my brothers

2009-09-03T11:24:00.001+08:00

Unprivating my blog. so Yeaaah Below posts are abt me and her so yeaa.

2009-08-31T13:59:00.000+08:00

I miss Ahpit.
I miss Black is Back !
I miss Nash chineh.
I miss Jibby.
I miss Kechik elf.
I miss Wal.
Cmon all, be close to each other. favour ar. The brotherhood of the likes of Kappa Tau aneH? You know, the hit tv show, Greek. ahah. And lastly. Guinea Pig. I miss you the most lar

2009-08-26T10:04:00.004+08:00

Now, the privated blog can only be read by me and awak. I looked at smallgerl's tagged, and she confess to a guy that she into mods guys, or some shit. Klaw smallgerl da gitu, wat about awak? You told me about apian and i just can imagine wats he into, the way he express himself. Without knowing him, you love the guy for over a year. when i looked at ur sec 2 pictures, i just can imagine how obsess were you over him. Every single day reading his blog, looking to know what the hell is happening in his life.

This year, im your first guy and u didnt even care less about my life. The feeling of envy overtakes my judgement about you caring. I dun feel the love between us anymore and it kept me thinking. Am i the right guy for you sayang? Many other hawt guys are into you. Telling you straight, i know im a slenger, im a nerd. I dun deserve to be friends with Wal and all of them. And having you as my girlfren, bleaghhhh.

I just wanna make you happy and be proud of me. but apparently how much i tried, i really cant. I want you to, you know says loudly that "kambeng akuh punyeh", like how i did for you since the day kiteh matair, but it seems like you cant. You know how much pain my heart has carried for a couple of weeks now? I really feel of throwing this fuckin laptop and smash it on the wall. Thats how frustrated i am. Get that kid?

Now i want you to answer me dearie, are you proud to be my girlfren? are you going to change for me? has any other guys caught ur attention and heart? If all the answer is yes, we are not meant for each other. Like how you said it to me yesterday. It really marks a big massive black hole in our relationship my dear.

Hope you understand what im going through and answer me honestly. I love you so much that i would even cut off my balls for you. I love you

She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not. She loves me, she loves me not.

you decide. =)

2009-08-23T12:34:00.001+08:00

we are going through some bad times together. please hold on. I love you very much. Just a bit longer.

2009-08-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

beysok dapat hp!oi kambeng.puase ohkey:]ilysm:]

2009-08-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

oh heyloh:]inih kid.KID LIKE HELLO:]im like typing kinda haywire right na na na.im not posting about myself.like hello again.im not vain.mcm haziq kambeng gayness puhnyeh vain.btw.although we are like far apart.miles away.still.my heart just sank for you.yeahhhh
satu satu nya ust haziq kambeng:]spit out those pathetic junkies rawrrrrnesss and be a good boy till eternity for me.pretty please.and yes.those love fairies make it a grant.they grant my wish.haziq is like totally gay:]soft in the inside.hard on the outside.-__-.haha.he change just for me.awwww.power ranger.i love him:]im not bored when i type the word i love you.i feel like typing i love you allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the freaking way:]eww.sore losser.haziq sehkarang di rumah alep.tgh belajar ngaji sebab nanty buhlan puases dtg nk kene solat terawih.gd luck for the ehemmmmmm up coming test jawww.ilysm.bapok:]

2009-08-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

Kid superman.. You are my life right now. seriously. After reading bby's private blog, i want to change and be the man who she loves. A guy who doesnt like to hurt the peoply he really loves. Kid, i promise i wont hurt you emotionally or physically. We went through so much together and im raelly grateful for you still being there for me sayang. I promise i will do anything for you sayang, Stop smoking, stop drinking, stop *bij..* everything. hell, I would even give up my life for you, Sumpah demiallah atas name KidKambeng. You are so effing better than all the girls i met. The perfect human being like you can be describe as an angel. So kind-hearted, so pure. so yea. hehs. And because of you lar sayang, my heart is full with happiness. All because of my kid superman.

I really fucking love you dok. hehs. cheers to 07/08/09. KidKambeng peh citeh buku da bukak uh. Jangan skali pown ttp.

2009-08-10T00:49:00.009+08:00

lalat,ahpit nan kambeng

sumeh tgh mkn ar yaww.

look behind me.

boboiku

aruh alek dari skolah ku

shawal

jgn layan.

outing kt east coast

2009-08-10T00:40:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday Singapore. My country my home. cyeii. mcm phmm. Today was really nice and fun. Gather at alep's house pkl 2 gitu, den bergerakk khas ker admiralty. Tros pehgi bugis-SISHAING.yeayeaa. bby's favourite thang to do kan? kan? ayamakk. ermm.den pastu bergerak ker marina bay. Den jalan kaki sakk pegi marina barage. hahaha. sayang kepit nan sayeh all the way beb. love youu. cyei cyei. den tgk bunge apiie den something memorable happened.. *cair* haiyooo. ahahaa.

denn jalan kaki pehgii raffles nyeh laopasat den mkn2. tros sayeh, bby,dani,lat and ahpit alekkk. so baekkkk bebbb. heee

2009-08-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

Im att to Kid Kat yaw. So guys, please shoo away okey? yeayeaa.

sevenaugust lar whye start

2009-08-06T00:46:00.001+08:00

pukimakk. saket ati lar sial. buto pukimak haram jada tol. sumpah demiallah sak saket ati. pukiamakk.. urghh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! akuh mcm nak tumbuk jher sak mukeh sapeh2

2009-08-02T21:00:00.001+08:00

baek kan gambar? tk tawu uhh sapehhh edit. anw thnx. ermm 1st of august, when sisha-ing with kid, black, bie, ika and small gerl. quite fun and addictive. baru sayeh phm kenapeh awak sukeh lar sgt2. hee. We should do it again dearie, yeaeya.

Anw gmbr above was at bugis last week. so yaeyeaa.

2009-07-31T08:33:00.004+08:00

Computer crash lar siol. Anyways, my life is back on track right now. Da mcm2 benda terjdk last few months. Seriously, i hate april-july. Today is going to be the last day of my 'curse'. cyeii. Start tomorrow jher, no more cheating, no more lie-ing or anything. I will be a 'bapok' for you alek. Im trying to. hehs. making you happy is my number priority right now. so have a little bit more patience and we will be not be seperated. Yeayea. SevenAugustTwothousandandNine.

2009-07-27T11:01:00.002+08:00

Im happy with my life right now. Exception for my gangster life. Other then that, perfect. Anyway wal, tahan jher uh. Akuh phm apeh yg kaw alami skrang, just remember to make the correct decision for urself,ur family and ur future life. Im not suggesting of doing anything bad or something. Just know, whatever your decision is, akuh sokong kaw ehy bro.

Anw sayang. ily hee

2009-07-24T10:27:00.000+08:00

Apeh sak nii. Benci siol

2009-07-23T10:10:00.000+08:00

Computer rosak.
Computer rosak.
Computer rosak.
Computer rosak.
Computer rosak.
Computer rosak.
Computer rosak.
Computer rosak.
Computer rosak.
Computer rosak.
Computer rosak.
Computer rosak.

2009-07-20T09:29:00.002+08:00

Erm. right now talking to alep's mum abt her family and tomorrow. Anw, im faking my smile and laughter nowadays. I know i did the right thing and i did not regret in doing so, but it just don't feel right. anws, im just lazy to go to school. Monday is the day, doom's day lar dok. haha adeh hal nan dorang. OOVEE. Both sides nak fanatic. Tknk ker kite sumeh berdamai. Anw i read wal and nad's blog and it get me thinking. I had enough of this world of fanatism, fight etc.

Im going off now, tah ker aneh. cont ltr tonite or tomorrow.

kidkambeng?

2009-07-19T10:26:00.002+08:00

17 JUly 2009.

Went to school for programming. ermm it was quite easy compare to the last 10 lessons. ahha. ermm then met up with naddy and the others to slack. *no life, i know*. Around 6 gitu, went home and siap siap. My family wanted to go east coast park to celebrate my first sister's birhday. Reached, and do nothing until 3 am and proceed home.

18 july 2009.

Woke up at about 11 and was fresh. Siap2 sumehhhh tros kluar rumah g rumah alep. Tggu2 budak sumeh kt Boots and Shoes. and abt 1.30 gitu naek bus 966 and pegi east coast, AGAIN. hmm. Let me keep to my self wat happen. To naddy and kid, im so sorry, seriously. Love you guys.

To dinahh, i know you missed me. hahah ainngg.

2009-07-18T08:43:00.000+08:00

What about this?

2009-07-16T19:28:00.000+08:00

OOvee. this picture is for whoever wanna see. hehs.

2009-07-13T10:02:00.000+08:00

Hey. One week

2009-07-11T22:13:00.001+08:00

Setting a new life to move on with. A one i can be proud of. yea.

Setting a new memories under the sunset. hehs

love by,
Me

2009-07-11T12:08:00.001+08:00

Buto lar kaw pompann.

2009-07-10T13:19:00.002+08:00

Webcam session during school time.i love all of this people. they are important, so stay away yaww. Nadhira, Hus, sayehh and Luna

2009-07-10T13:16:00.000+08:00

oovee. i wanna move on.

2009-07-10T08:31:00.000+08:00

early in the morning, sad news.

2009-07-07T08:25:00.000+08:00

dofo howfow muchfuch painfain youfou hadfad gavefave mefe?

2009-07-04T21:09:00.002+08:00

Minom beer kite togok.
Downhill is where we go

geddit?

My brothers in *yeayea* criticize the mods,
my heart is in disappoint mode.

My parents like to eat ikan siakap,
Hati saket amacam cakap?

2009-07-03T15:12:00.002+08:00

False hope jher lar. Tawu tak mengharapkan sangat uhh.. If only I didnt trust you kan,tkkan saket hatii uh dear. You know, i know. hmm yeayeaa.

2009-07-02T15:23:00.002+08:00

The first of July. The day I watched Optimus Prime
died and live again after being saved by Sam.
The first of July. =)

2009-06-30T00:33:00.001+08:00

adeh laptop tkle maen. ayamakk. bingit siow!

2009-06-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

to the down to the down. yeayea. Aper nak jdk. Goin down down down down. geddit? I think you noticed lar. hahahaha. the sense of humour is lost. urghh. should not have.. urghhh kan da laen. ahah

2009-06-29T00:34:00.001+08:00

back to the down side.

2009-06-29T00:05:00.001+08:00

an unexpected turn of event. and im happy to know. hehs, thnx dearie. hehs

2009-06-28T12:05:00.002+08:00

just when i thought things going to be better. really. JUST. I want to be happy again eu noe. just wanna repeat everything again and make it better.everything has fallen to pieces.woah. it's just like the lyrics of blink 182's anthem part 2. do listen aite. haha.anw something has come through the pipes. i learnt something new and hopeful. anw, i will just wait for the thang to be confirm. maybe it wont,maybe it will. if only..erm yeayeaa.

*crossing my fingers. cmon everybody*

2009-06-23T14:35:00.002+08:00

Wtf ? Wth? O levels coming. urghhh. Frustration. kt admiralty secondaryy dok. Jatohhh. ramai di sanehhhh. ayamakk.Currentlly insyde class. Got nth to do, blogging uhhh !! duhhh !. Si observer btol2 blakang aku skrang. ahha. g mampos arr. I read awak's blog. Hmm. Idk wat i felt but it is quite, hmm. how tk say ehy, memuaskan? Menyedihkan? Campor2, da jdk mcm prata lar whye. ayamkk. Agaknyer ltr mlm nak g maen takhraw nan encik jimar. Cant wait? hahaha idk too. Urghh. dalam class pown mcm pariah dokedeh. Wuahah.

This is it, im dead. serious shit. urghhhh. Sumer da jdk mcm aimless. Just go with the flow? Urghh, i hate this way of living. sumpahh dokkks.

2009-06-23T08:39:00.002+08:00

For now, I will stay away from you. Don't worry, You will miss me.

Anw im not talking about awak, awak. Get it?

2009-06-22T14:06:00.000+08:00

Get it gee?

GEE?

2009-06-22T00:07:00.002+08:00

irritation takes away the best of me.
Go away !
irritation takes away the best of me.
Go away !
Say so because all of this small things,
such as 'Not now", will make us fight
meaninglessly. Get it gee?

2009-06-19T15:48:00.000+08:00

2009-06-19T08:32:00.000+08:00

here we go again. lets start over